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Que reflejan tu mirada
– Mırada týraly ne oılaısyń
La noche, tú y yo
– Túnde, sen jáne sen
I got this fire burnin’ in me from within
– Men bul otty ishimnen órtep jiberdim
Concentrated thoughts on who I used to be, I’m sheddin’ skin
– Buryn kim bolǵanym týraly shoǵyrlanǵan oılar, men terimdi tógemin
Every day, a new version of me, a third of me demented, cemented in pain
– Kún saıyn meniń jańa nusqam, meniń úshten bir bóligim esinen tanyp, aýyryp qaldy
Juggling opposing kinds of fame
– Qarama-qarsy dańq túrlerimen jonglerlik etý
I don’t know how to make friends, I’m a lonely soul
– Men dostar tabýdy bilmeımin, men jalǵyz janmyn
I recollect this isolation, I was four years old
– Bul oqshaýlaný esimde, men tórt jasta edim
Truth be told, I’ve been battling my soul
– Shynymdy aıtsam, men janymmen kúrestim
Tryna navigate the real and fake
– Tryna naqty jáne jalǵan sharlaý
Cynical about the judgement day
– Qıamet kúni týraly sınık
I did bad, slight progression last year and it fucked me up
– Ótken jyly men nashar, shamaly progreske qol jetkizdim, bul meni renjitti
Reincarnated on this earth for a hundred plus
– Bul jer betinde júz plús úshin reınkarnasıalanǵan
Body after body, lesson after lesson, let’s take it back to Michigan in 1947
– Deneden keıin dene, sabaqtan keıin sabaq, ony 1947 Jyly Mıchıganǵa qaıtaraıyq
My father kicked me out the house ’cause I wouldn’t listen to him
– Ákem meni úıden qýyp jiberdi, óıtkeni men ony tyńdamas edim
I didn’t care about his influence, only loved what I was doing
– Men onyń yqpalyna mán bermedim, tek óz isimdi jaqsy kórdim
Gifted as a musician, I played guitar on the grand level
– Mýzykant retinde daryndy, men gıtarada úlken deńgeıde oınadym
The most talented where I’m from, but I had to rebel
– Men shyqqan eń talantty, biraq men búlik shyǵarýǵa týra keldi
And so I’m off in the sunset, searchin’ for my place in the world
– Mine, men kún batqan kezde ketip, álemdegi óz ornymdy izdep júrmin
With my guitar up on my hip, that’s the story unfurled
– Meniń gıtaram jambasyma kóterilgende, bul oqıǵa órbidi
I found myself with a pocket full of money and a whole lot of respect
– Men ózimdi aqshaǵa toly qaltammen jáne úlken qurmetpen taptym
While the record business loved me
– Rekordtyq kompanıa meni jaqsy kórse de
I was head of rhythm and blues
– Men rıtm jáne blúz bóliminiń bastyǵy boldym
The women that fell to they feet, so many to choose
– Aıaqtaryna qulaǵan áıelder, tańdaý úshin kóp nárse bar
But I manipulated power as I lied to the masses
– Biraq men kópshilikke ótirik aıtyp, bılikti basqardym
Died with my money, gluttony was too attractive, reincarnated
– Meniń aqshammen óldi, ashkózdik tym tartymdy boldy, reınkarnasıalandy
Another life had placed me as a Black woman in the Chitlin’ Circuit
– Basqa ómir meni Qara násildi áıel Retinde Chıtlın Tizbegine ornalastyrdy
Seductive vocalist as the promoter hit the curtains
– Promoýter perdelerdi urǵan kezde eliktirgish vokalıst
My voice was angelic, straight from heaven, the crowd sobbed
– Meniń daýysym perishtedeı, kókten týra keldi, jurt jylady
A musical genius what the articles emphasized
– Mýzykalyq danyshpan maqalalarda ne basa aıtylǵan
Had everything I wanted, but I couldn’t escape addiction
– Mende qalaǵannyń bári boldy, biraq men táýeldilikten aryla almadym
Heroin needles had me in fetal position, restricted
– Geroın ıneleri meni uryqtyń jaǵdaıyna ákeldi, bul meni shektedi
Turned on my family, I went wherever cameras be
– Otbasymdy qosyp, kameralar turǵan jerge bardym
Cocaine, no private planes for my insanity
– Kokaın, meniń aqylsyzdyǵym úshin jeke ushaqtar joq
Self-indulged, discipline never been my sentiments
– Óz qalaýyma berilgen tártip eshqashan meniń kóńil-kúıim bolǵan emes
I needed drugs, to me, an 8-ball was like penicillin
– Maǵan esirtki kerek boldy, men úshin 8 dop penısıllın sıaqty boldy
Fuck love, my happiness was in that brown sugar
– Blá, mahabbat, meniń baqytym sol qońyr qantta boldy
Sex and melodies gave me hope when nobody’s lookin’
– Eshkim qaramaǵan kezde jynystyq qatynas pen áýender maǵan úmit syılady’
My first assistant was a small town scholar
– Meniń birinshi kómekshim shaǵyn qalanyń ǵalymy boldy
Never did a Quaalude ’til I got myself around her
– Men Ony qushaqtamaıynsha, Men Eshqashan Kvalýdty Bastan ótkergen emespin
My daddy looked the other way, he saw sin in me
– Meniń ákem basqa jaqqa qarady, ol meniń boıymdaǵy kúnáni kórdi
I died with syringes pinched in me, reincarnated
– Men shprısterdi qysyp óldim, reınkarnasıalandym
My present life is Kendrick Lamar
– Meniń qazirgi ómirim-Kendrık Lamar
A rapper looking at the lyrics to keep you in awe
– Reper sizdi tań qaldyrý úshin ánniń mátinine qaraıdy
The only factor I respected was raisin’ the bar
– Men qurmetteıtin jalǵyz faktor-meıiz bar
My instincts sent material straight to the charts, huh
– Meniń beıneqosylǵylarym materıaldy tikeleı dıagramlarǵa jiberdi, ıá
My father kicked me out the house, I finally forgive him
– Ákem meni úıden qýyp jiberdi, men ony aqyry keshirdim
I’m old enough to understand the way I was livin’
– Men qalaı ómir súrgenimdi túsinýge jetkilikti jastamyn’
Ego and pride had me looking at him with resentment
– Ego men maqtanysh meni oǵan renishpen qaraýǵa májbúr etti
I close my eyes, hoping that I don’t come off contentious
– Men daýly jaǵdaıdan shyqpaımyn dep úmittenip, kózimdi jumamyn
I’m yelling, “Father, did I finally get it right?” Everything I did was selfless
– Men: “Áke, men aqyry bárin durys túsindim be? “Meniń istegenimniń bári rıasyz boldy
I spoke freely, when the people needed me, I helped them
– Men erkin sóıledim, adamdar maǵan kerek bolǵan kezde men olarǵa kómektestim
I didn’t gloat, even told ’em, “No,” when the vultures came
– Men qýanbadym, tipti olarǵa lashyndar kelgende”Joq”, ” joq ” dep jaýap berdim
Took control of my fleshly body when the money changed
– Aqsha ózgergen kezde meniń denemdi baqylaýǵa aldy
Son, you do well, but your heart is closed
– Balam, sen jaqsysyń, biraq júregiń jabyq
I can tell residue that linger from your past creates a cell
– Men sizdiń ótkenińizden qalǵan qaldyq jasýshany jasaıdy dep aıta alamyn
Father, I’m not perfect, I got urges, but I hold them down
– Áke, men minsiz emespin, meni jigerlendirdi, biraq men olardy ustaımyn
But your pride has to die,” okay, Father, show me how
– Biraq seniń maqtanyshyń ólýi kerek, ” jaraıdy, Áke, maǵan qalaı ekenin kórset
Tell me every deed that you done and what you do it for
– Maǵan jasaǵan árbir isińdi jáne ony ne úshin istep jatqanyńdy aıt
I kept one hundred institutions paid
– Men júz mekemeni aqyly ustadym
Okay, tell me more
– Jaraıdy, tolyǵyraq aıtyp berińizshi
I put one hundred hoods on one stage
– Men bir sahnaǵa júz sorǵysh qoıdym
Okay, tell me more
– Jaraıdy, tolyǵyraq aıtyp berińizshi
I’m tryna push peace in L.A.
– Men Los-Andjeleste beıbitshilik ornatýǵa tyrysamyn.
But you love war
– Biraq sen soǵysty jaqsy kóresiń
No, I don’t
– Joq, joq
Oh, yes, you do
– O, ıá, sen isteısiń
Okay, then tell me the truth
– Jaraıdy, onda maǵan shyndyqty aıt
Every individual is only a version of you
– Ár adam-bul sizdiń nusqańyz ǵana
How can they forgive when there’s no forgiveness in your heart?
– Júregińde keshirim bolmasa, olar qalaı keshire alady?
I could tell you where I’m going
– Men sizge qaıda bara jatqanymdy aıta alamyn
I could tell you who you are
– Men seniń kim ekenińdi aıta alamyn
You fell out of Heaven ’cause you was anxious
– Siz Aspannan qulap kettińiz, sebebi siz alańdadyńyz
Didn’t like authority, only searched to be heinous
– Maǵan bılik unamady, tek jıirkenishti bolýǵa umtyldy
Isaiah fourteen was the only thing that was prevalent
– Ishaıa on tórt-bul keń taralǵan jalǵyz nárse
My greatest music director was you
– Meniń eń úlken mýzykalyq jetekshim sen ediń
It was colors, it was pinks, it was reds, it was blues
– Bul túster, qyzǵylt túster, qyzyl túster, kók túster boldy
It was harmony and motion
– Bul úılesimdilik pen qozǵalys boldy
I sent you down to earth ’cause you was broken
– Men seni jerge jiberdim, óıtkeni sen synǵansyń
Rehabilitation, not psychosis
– Psıhoz emes, ońaltý
But now we here now
– Biraq qazir biz qazir osyndamyz
Centuries you manipulated man with music
– Ǵasyrlar boıy siz adamdy mýzykamen basqardyńyz
Embodied you as superstars to see how you moving
– Qalaı qozǵalatynyńyzdy kórý úshin sizdi sýperjuldyz retinde beıneledi
You came a long way from garnishing evilish views
– Siz zulym kózqarastardy bezendirýden uzaq joldan óttińiz
And all I ever wanted from you was love and approval
– Men senen qalaǵannyń bári mahabbat pen maquldaý boldy
I learned a lot, no more putting these people in fear
– Men kóp nárseni úırendim, endi bul adamdardy qorqytpaımyn
The more that word is diminished, the more it’s not real
– Bul sóz neǵurlym azaısa, soǵurlym ol shyndyqqa janaspaıdy
The more light that I can capture, the more I can feel
– Men neǵurlym kóp jaryq túsire alsam, soǵurlym ózimdi sezinemin
I’m using words for inspiration as an idea
– Men shabyt alý úshin sózderdi ıdeıa retinde qoldanamyn
So can you promise that you won’t take your gifts for granted?
– Sonymen, siz syılyqtaryńyzdy ádettegideı qabyldamaımyn dep ýáde bere alasyz ba?
I promise that I’ll use my gifts to bring understanding
– Men syılyqtarymdy túsinistik ornatý úshin paıdalanamyn dep ýáde beremin
For every man, woman and child, how much can you vow?
– Árbir erkek, áıel jáne bala úshin siz qansha ant bere alasyz?
I vow my life just to live one in harmony now
– Men óz ómirimdi dál qazir úılesimdi ómir súrýge ant etemin
You crushed a lot of people keeping their thoughts in captivity
– Siz óz oılaryn tutqynda ustaǵan kóptegen adamdardy janshyp tastadyńyz
And I’m ashamed that I ever created that enemy
– Men bul jaýdy jasaǵanym úshin uıalamyn
Then let’s rejoice where we at
– Olaı bolsa, qaı jerde ekenimizge qýanaıyq
I rewrote the devil’s story just to take our power back, ‘carnated
– Men kúshimizdi qaıtarý úshin shaıtannyń oqıǵasyn qaıta jazdym”, – dedi ol.
