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Yeah
– Iá
She was twenty-four
– Ol jıyrma tórt jasta edi
Last week, told me somethin’ you can’t be ready for
– Ótken aptada ol maǵan daıyn bola almaıtyn nárseni aıtty
I ain’t mournin’ death of her innocence
– Men onyń kinásizdiginen qaıtys bolǵanyma qaıǵyrmaımyn
I ain’t mournin’ death of her innocence, let the Henny pour
– Men onyń kinásizdiginen qaıtys bolǵanyma qaıǵyrmaımyn, Hennı tógilsin
Some weeks ago, she was in a cab
– Birneshe apta buryn ol taksıde bolǵan
I felt sick to my stomach ’cause when I listen back
– Meniń asqazanym aýyrdy, óıtkeni men jaýap retinde tyńdaǵan kezde
Driver was actin’ all forward, I should have drawn the line
– Júrgizýshi alǵa umtyldy, men syzyqty syzýym kerek edi
She wasn’t worried about it, it happens all the time
– Ol bul týraly alańdamady, bul únemi bolyp turady
All the time, said it happens all the time
– Barlyq ýaqytta, ol barlyq ýaqytta júredi dedi
A little conversation, that’s just all it is
– Kishkene áńgime, bar bolǵany osy
Ask couple questions, then he’ll call it quits
– Bir-eki suraq qoıyńyz, sodan keıin ol ony toqtatady
He ain’t even have to ask her where she lives
– Ol tipti onyń qaıda turatynyn suraýdyń qajeti joq
She was headed to this venue with a couple friends
– Ol bul jerge birneshe dostarymen birge bara jatqan
And I was workin’ late, said I’d collect her when the party ends
– Men jumysqa keshigip qaldym, kesh bitken soń ony alyp ketetinimdi aıttym
She goin’ to this no-phone party
– Ol osy telefonsyz keshke barady
You know the ones where guys have their phones and all the women there don’t
– Siz jigitterdiń telefondary bar, al ondaǵy barlyq áıelderdiń telefondary joq adamdardy bilesiz
I threw one of them last week, so I don’t wanna speak
– Men olardyń bireýin ótken aptada tastadym, sondyqtan sóılegim kelmeıdi
And when I think about this shit, it cuts deep
– Al men bul boq týraly oılasam, ol tereńdeı túsedi
You see, Tamah, she like my little sis’
– Kórdińiz Be, Tama, ol meniń kishkentaı ápkemdi jaqsy kóredi’
So when I asked her to explain to me the story, she said this
– Sondyqtan men odan oqıǵany túsindirip berýin suraǵanymda, ol bylaı dedi
I caught a vibe with a guy and then from the off
– Men bir jigitpen kóńil-kúıdi kóterdim, sodan keıin basynan bastap
But somethin’ was off, offer me pills and offer me shots
– Biraq birdeńe durys bolmady, maǵan tabletka usynyp, ekpe alýdy usyn
And off of my head, couldn’t even say if I was sober or off of my head
– Men tipti esimnen tanyp qaldym ba, álde esimnen tanyp qaldym ba dep aıta almadym
I could’ve danced for days, wouldn’t have been a surprise
– Men birneshe kún boıy bıleı alar edim, bul tańqalarlyq emes edi
But let’s have a good night, these times are havin’ good nights when all the men start drinkin’
– Biraq túndi jaqsy ótkizeıik, qazir barlyq er adamdar ishe bastaǵan kezde “jaqsy túnder” bolady.
And then they feel entitled to more than opinions
– Sodan keıin olar óz pikirlerinen góri kóp nársege quqyly dep sanaıdy
You know how that goes and man come to the girls like, “Fuckin’ let me get your Snap’, innit
– Siz munyń qalaı bolatynyn bilesiz, al er adam qyzdarǵa: “Qarǵys atsyn, Seniń Sýretińdi alaıyn”, – dep keledi, solaı emes pe
Add me back, innit, fuckin’ what?
– Meni qaıta qosyńyz, solaı emes pe, ne boldy?
What you doin’ after this? What you on? What’s wrong?
– Osydan keıin ne isteısiń? Sen ne istep jatyrsyń? Ne boldy?
Why you movin’ so stiff? Come back to the AP, what, friend, what?
– Nelikten siz sonshalyqty qatty qozǵalasyz? AP-ge oralyńyz, ne, dosym, ne?
Don’t worry ’bout her, you ain’t her dad, that’s long
– Ýaıymdamańyz”, – dedi ol, sen onyń ákesi emessiń, bul óte uzaq
Why follow her home? Call her a cab or what
– Nege onyń úıine erý kerek? Ony taksı nemese basqa nárse dep atańyz
I feel like I seen you before, you from Bex? You know Thames? Fuckin’
– Men Seni Buryn Kórgendeı sezinemin, Sen Beksten be? Siz Temzany bilesiz be? Qarǵys atsyn’
Are you gettin’ back to ends?”
– Siz sońyna deıin oralasyz ba?”
And I ain’t sayin’ that’s weird, but it kinda is
– Men bul birtúrli dep aıtpaımyn, biraq solaı
She busy throwin’ up, he’s tryna take her to the crib
– Ol laqtyrýmen aınalysady, ol ony besikke aparýǵa tyrysady
But that’s the culture of the club, right?
– Biraq bul klýbtyń mádenıeti, solaı emes pe?
All game’s fair
– Barlyq oıyn jármeńkesi
And if she don’t like it, why she there?
– Al eger ol unamasa, ol nege sonda?
These times, she just wanna go home
– Bul joly ol jaı ǵana úıine oralǵysy keledi
She don’t wanna go alone with no battery on her phone
– Ol telefonynda batareıasyz jalǵyz qalǵysy kelmeıdi
And all her friends are tryna stay
– Onyń barlyq dostary qalýǵa tyrysady
Cah they goin’ to somebody’s afterparty in a house that’s out the way
– O, olar joldan shyǵyp bara jatqan úıdegi bireýdiń keshine barady
And then she blacked out
– Sodan keıin ol esinen tanyp qaldy
She was gonna leave with them, but somethin’ felt off
– Ol olarmen birge ketkisi keldi, biraq birdeńe durys emes bolyp kórindi
And then she backed out
– Sodan keıin ol shegindi
When I heard about the time she tried to make it home alone
– Men onyń úıge jalǵyz jetýge tyrysqany týraly estigende
She said
– Ol aıtty
At Archway, I got out the car
– Archýeıde men kólikten tústim
It’s quiet and I’m walking up this long hill
– Tynysh, men osy uzyn tóbeden ótip bara jatyrmyn
Faint sound, cold chills
– Álsiz dybys, qaltyraý
I swear I just heard a familiar voice
– Ant etemin, men jańa ǵana tanys daýysty estidim
Inside of the club, outside of the club
– Klýbtyń ishinde, klýbtyń syrtynda
Was it that first cab? I swear I know the voice
– Bul birinshi taksı boldy ma? Men daýysty bilemin dep ant etemin
Think fast, that’s my only choice
– Tez oılanyńyz, bul meniń jalǵyz tańdaýym
He’s coming up, I hear him running up
– Ol jaqyndap keledi, men onyń júgirip kele jatqanyn estımin
I ran and I trip, I fell and I buckle
– Men júgirip, súrinip, qulap, búgilip qaldym
My belt in a buckle, my keys in my knuckles
– Meniń belbeýim ilgekte, kiltterim saýsaqtarymda
He’s grabbing my hair, I’m screaming to stop
– Ol meniń shashymnan ustap tur, men toqta dep aıqaılaımyn
I’m hitting him hard, it’s turning him on
– Men ony qatty uramyn, bul ony qosady
The burning is gone, my body is so cold and frozen in fear
– Kúıip ketti, denem qatty sýyp, qorqynyshtan tońyp qaldy
Accepting my fate, his hands on my waist
– Meniń taǵdyrymdy qabyldaı otyryp, onyń qoldary meniń belimde
I think that I threw my keys in his face
– Men onyń betine kiltterimdi laqtyrdym dep oılaımyn
I ran and he chased
– Men júgirdim, ol qýdy
I stumbled on a group of three that were leaving
– Men ketip bara jatqan úsh adamnan turatyn topqa tap boldym
I ran towards them, didn’t notice that my feet, they were bleeding
– Men olarǵa qaraı júgirdim, aıaǵymnyń qansyrap jatqanyn baıqamadym
And that’s when I called, praying that you’d be there recording
– Mine, sol kezde men qońyraý shalyp, sol jerde jazyp alýyń úshin duǵa called
The only person that I know who’s up at 3 in the morning
– Men biletin jalǵyz adam, ol tańǵy saǵat 3-te turady
I sound mad
– Men jyndy sıaqtymyn
But if you ain’t a girl, I guess you don’t know the feeling
– Biraq eger siz qyz bolmasańyz, meniń oıymsha, siz bul sezimdi bilmeısiz
Of watching what you wear because you’re worried ’bout making it home
– Men seniń ne kıetinińdi kórip turmyn, óıtkeni sen úıge jetemin dep ýaıymdaısyń”.
Walking with your phone to your ear and you ain’t on the phone
– Telefonyńyzben qulaǵyńyzǵa deıin júrińiz, al siz telefonmen sóılespeısiz
Can’t walk on the same side of the pavement alone
– Trotýardyń bir jaǵymen jalǵyz júre almaımyn
Everyone’s a fucking good guy and they’re making it known
– Barlyǵy jaqsy jigit jáne olar bul týraly habarlaıdy
But I’m just making it known that if you ain’t a girl, I guess you don’t know the feeling
– Biraq men jaı ǵana aıtyp otyrmyn, eger sen qyz bolmasań, bul sezimdi bilmeısiń dep oılaımyn
Of checking the child lock, or seeing the AirTag
– Balalar qulpyn tekserý nemese AirTag belgisin kórý týraly
A five-minute walk home feeling like five miles
– Úıge bes mınýttyq jaıaý barý, men ózimdi bes mıldeı sezinemin
Maybe if these people would police our cities way they police our bodies
– Múmkin, eger bul adamdar bizdiń qalalarymyzdy denemizdi qalaı basqarsa, solaı baqylaıtyn bolsa
Then maybe, fucking hell
– Sonda, múmkin, tozaq
Maybe every woman that I know wouldn’t be stuck as well
– Múmkin men biletin árbir áıel de keptelip qalmas edi
Danger doesn’t look like no killer in a mask
– Qaýip betperde kıgen óltirýshige uqsamaıdy
It looks like that flirty cab driver and guys that feel entitled ’cause you’re standing in their section
– Bul flırt taksı júrgizýshisi men ózin laıyqty sezinetin jigitterge uqsaıdy ,óıtkeni siz olardyń bóliminde tursyz
Short-tempered men, the ones who struggle with rejection
– Qysqa minezdi er adamdar, bas tartýmen kúresetinder
I knew a girl called
– Men bir qyzdy tanydym
That was in so deep, she thought violence was affection
– Bul sonshalyqty tereń boldy, ol zorlyq-zombylyqty súıispenshilik dep sanady
I ain’t know some women wouldn’t want a man’s help
– Men keıbir áıelderge er adamnyń kómegi qajet bolmaıtynyn bilmeımin
Because so many of ’em want the same reward for their protection
– Óıtkeni olardyń kópshiligi qorǵaǵany úshin birdeı syıaqy alǵysy keledi
Danger doesn’t look like no killer in a mask
– Qaýip betperde kıgen óltirýshige uqsamaıdy
It looks like that kid in the group chat that jokes about—
– Bul týraly ázildeıtin toptyq chattaǵy balaǵa uqsaıdy—
And he won’t ever stop because there’s no one to correct him
– Jáne ol eshqashan toqtamaıdy, óıtkeni ony túzetetin eshkim joq
And he might even do it ’cause the system would protect him
– Jáne ol tipti muny isteı alady, óıtkeni júıe ony qorǵaıdy
Algorithm gonna find some people just like him
– Algorıtm ol sıaqty keıbir adamdardy tabady
They hate women too, okay, yeah, fuck it, let’s connect him
– Olar da áıelderdi jek kóredi, jaraıdy, ıá, qarǵys atsyn, ony baılanystyraıyq
Homicidal femicidal shit on their suggested
– Kisi óltiretin femısıdtik boq olardyń usynysy boıynsha
Somebody just asked you on a date, it was your dentist
– Bireý sizden jaı ǵana kezdesýdi surady, bul sizdiń tis dárigerińiz boldy
He just went upstairs and got your number from reception
– Ol jaı ǵana joǵaryǵa kóterilip, sizdiń nómirińizdi qabyldaý bólmesinen aldy
Used to be nice, said I remind him of his little girl
– Buryn jaqsy bolatyn, men oǵan kishkentaı qyzyn eske túsiretinimdi aıttym
Two weeks later, he wants a sexual connection
– Eki aptadan keıin ol jynystyq qatynasqa túskisi keledi
Danger doesn’t look like no killer in a mask
– Qaýip betperde kıgen óltirýshige uqsamaıdy
Who you even talking to?
– Siz tipti kimmen sóılesesiz?
Women hunted down by the people they say report it to
– Bul týraly habarlaǵan adamdar ań aýlaǵan áıelder
Honestly, I woudn’t have the solitude or fortitude
– Shynymdy aıtsam, mende jalǵyzdyq ta, batyldyq ta bolmas edi
Try and humanise, she could be somebody’s daughter, you
– Izgilendirýge tyrysyńyz, ol bireýdiń qyzy bolýy múmkin, siz
As if that’s the reason them fellas shouldn’t slaughter you
– Dál osy sebepti olardyń jigitteri seni óltirmeýi kerek sıaqty
God forbid that they offend the people you’re belongin’ to
– Qudaı saqtasyn, olar sen tıesili adamdardy renjitpesin
Objectify you just the way I do in every song
– Men sizdi ár ánde qalaı jasasam, solaı obektıvtendirińiz
Tamah was never wrong
– Tama eshqashan qatelesken emes
Can’t trust guys, she never lied
– Jigitterge sene almaımyn, ol eshqashan ótirik aıtqan emes
No menicide, it femicide
– Menısıd joq, bul femısıd
The catcalls, the long stares
– Qońyraýlar, uzaq kózqarastar
The kind words, the lines blurred
– Jyly sózder, bulyńǵyr syzyqtar
Call her out, impersonate her
– Ony shaqyryńyz, onyń keıpine enińiz
All know a victim, don’t know a perpetrator
– Barlyǵy jábirlenýshini biledi, qylmyskerdi bilmeıdi
Am I one of them? The men of the past
– Men solardyń birimin be? Ótkenniń adamdary
Who catcalled or spoke in the bars?
– Barlarda kim qońyraý shaldy nemese sóıledi?
I’m complicit, no better than you
– Men seriktespin, senen artyq emespin
I told stories of—, yeah
– Men áńgimeler aıttym—, ıá
Can’t sit on the fence, that’s hardly an option
– Men qorshaýda otyra almaımyn, bul múmkin emes
You either part of the solution or part of the problem
– Siz sheshimniń bir bóligisiz nemese máseleniń bir bóligisiz
