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I sit in parks, it breaks my heart
– Ego in hortis sedeo, cor meum frangit
‘Cause I see just how far I am from the things that I want
– ‘Video iustum causa quam longe ego sum ab his quae volo
Dad brought the picnic, Mom brought the sunscreen
– Pater picnic attulit, Mom sunscreen attulit
Two kids are laughing and crying on red swings
– Due favolette andu e gli anziani attraverso il reno
We look about the same age
– Eadem aetate spectamus
But we don’t have same Saturdays
– De sabbato ita dirigo
Did I miss it? By now, is it
– Nonne ego desideramus eam? Nunc, est
A lucid dream? Is it my fault
– Lucidum somnium? Iure a culpa
For chasing things a body clock
– Quae persequimur horologium corpus
Doesn’t wait for? I did the damn tour
– Non exspecto? In viaggio verso est did you know
It’s what I wanted, what I got
– Quid habeo quod querar, quid querar
I spun around and then I stopped
– Ego circumspexi et tunc cessavi
And wonder if I missed the mark
– Mirari si quis marcum
So I sit in parks, sunglasses dark
– In hortis publicis sedeo, ocularia ocularia obscura
And I hit the vape, hallucinate a nursery with Noah’s Ark
– Am ante me, vel [am] o, si occurrit. Capuam novam (urbem Antiquam),
They lay on a blanket and goddamit he loves her
– In his est et illud de perseverantia, de qua disputamus.
I wonder if she wants my freedom like I wanna be a mother
– Miror si libertatem meam velit sicut matrem esse volo
But Rolling Stone says I’m on the right road
– La route est longue je te trouverais
So I refill my Lexapro, thinkin’
– Et replete Mihi Lexapro, thinkin’
Did I miss it? By now, is it
– Nonne ego desideramus eam? Nunc, est
A lucid dream? Is it my fault
– Lucidum somnium? Iure a culpa
For chasing things a body clock
– Quae persequimur horologium corpus
Doesn’t wait for? I did the damn tour
– Non exspecto? In viaggio verso est did you know
It’s what I wanted, what I got
– Quid habeo quod querar, quid querar
I spun around and then I stopped
– Ego circumspexi et tunc cessavi
And wonder if I missed the mark
– Mirari si quis marcum
Mm-mm, mm-mm
– Mm mm, mm-mm
So I sit in parks, checkin’ bench marks
– Si autem in parco, checkin ‘ scamnum notis
Tarryn’s due in June, the album’s due in March
– Tarryn debitum mense iunio, album mense Martio debetur
