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I sit in parks, it breaks my heart
‘Cause I see just how far I am from the things that I want
Dad brought the picnic, Mom brought the sunscreen
Two kids are laughing and crying on red swings
We look about the same age
But we don’t have same Saturdays
Did I miss it? By now, is it
A lucid dream? Is it my fault
For chasing things a body clock
Doesn’t wait for? I did the damn tour
It’s what I wanted, what I got
I spun around and then I stopped
And wonder if I missed the mark
So I sit in parks, sunglasses dark
And I hit the vape, hallucinate a nursery with Noah’s Ark
They lay on a blanket and goddamit he loves her
I wonder if she wants my freedom like I wanna be a mother
But Rolling Stone says I’m on the right road
So I refill my Lexapro, thinkin’
Did I miss it? By now, is it
A lucid dream? Is it my fault
For chasing things a body clock
Doesn’t wait for? I did the damn tour
It’s what I wanted, what I got
I spun around and then I stopped
And wonder if I missed the mark
Mm-mm, mm-mm
So I sit in parks, checkin’ bench marks
Tarryn’s due in June, the album’s due in March
