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What if I’m selfish? What if I’m the reason behind it?
– Eger men ózimshil bolsam she? Munyń sebebi men bolsam she?
What if I’m overprotective with family because of how mine is?
– Eger men ózimniń jaǵdaıyma baılanysty otbasyma tym qamqor bolsam she?
What if I’m jealous?
– Eger men qyzǵansam she?
Maybe that’s what’s making me nervous
– Múmkin bul meni qobaljytatyn shyǵar
What if my effort of pullin’ you close are pushin’ you further?
– Eger meniń kúsh-jigerim sizdi jaqyndatýǵa tyryssa, sizdi odan ári ıtermelese she?
What if I’m selfish?
– Eger men ózimshil bolsam she?
What if the reason they call me “The Greatest”
– Eger olar meni”Eń Uly”dep ataıtyn bolsa she?
Is also the reason that me and you livin’ on different pages?
– Sondaı-aq, siz ben meniń ártúrli betterde ómir súrýimizdiń sebebi nede?
What if I’m too much?
– Eger men tym kóp bolsam she?
What if I settled and I didn’t fight?
– Eger men jaıǵasyp, uryspasam she?
What if my fear of doin’ it wrong’s the reason I haven’t been doin’ it right?
– Eger meniń durys emes áreket jasaýdan qorqýym durys emes áreket jasaýymnyń sebebi bolsa she?
What if I’m selfish?
– Eger men ózimshil bolsam she?
What if the kids just wanna be kids
– Eger balalar jaı ǵana bala bolǵysy kelse she
And don’t wanna live in and out of the news and chill
– Jańalyqtarda ómir súrgińiz de, odan shyqqyńyz da, demalǵyńyz da kelmeıdi
And don’t even wanna be rich?
– Tipti baı bolǵyń kelmeı me?
And what if I’m so self-centred that I don’t even realise what I could miss?
– Al eger men ózimshil bolsam, tipti ne jiberip alǵanymdy túsinbesem she?
And what if I’m, what if I’m fallin’ in the abyss?
– Al eger men bolsam she, tuńǵıyqqa qulap qalsam she?
Maybe it’s— (What if I’m—)
– Múmkin solaı shyǵar— (eger men bolsam She—)
Yeah
– Iá
Maybe it’s dark, maybe it’s day, maybe it’s too many nights in L.A.
– Múmkin qarańǵy, múmkin kúndiz, Múmkin Los-Andjeleste tym Kóp tún Bolýy Múmkin.
Look at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills
– Sýrreıdegi úıge qarańyz, sonda da Biz Tóbelerde jasyrǵan barlyq sezimder
Maybe it’s you, maybe it’s me, maybe the media or the provoking
– Múmkin bul sen shyǵarsyń, múmkin men shyǵarmyn, múmkin buqaralyq aqparat quraldary nemese arandatýshy
Gave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it
– Men saǵan júregimdi berdim, men ony jalańashtadym, kúlkili, sen baryp, ony urdyń
What if it’s better with me out the way? What if it’s better with me out the—
– Eger men joldan shyqqanym jaqsy bolsa she? Eger menimen birge bolǵan jaqsy bolsa she—
Like, what if it’s better with me out the way?
– Mysaly, eger men joldan shyqqanym jaqsy bolsa she?
What if I’m poison? What if I’m cancer?
– Eger men ýly bolsam she? Eger mende qaterli isik bolsa she?
What if I’m dangerous and I’m wild?
– Eger men qaýipti bolsam jáne jabaıy bolsam she?
Look in my eyes, you’re seein’ a child
– Meniń kózime qara, sen “balany” kórip tursyń
What if he’s broken? What if he’s scared?
– Eger ol synǵan bolsa she? Eger ol qorqatyn bolsa she?
What if he’s ostracised and vilified?
– Eger ol shettetilip, qorlansa she?
See, peace is just an illusion
– Qarańyzshy, beıbitshilik-bul jaı ǵana eles
Ain’t got a home, I live in confusion
– Meniń úıim joq, men abdyrap ómir súremin
What if I’m selfish?
– Eger men ózimshil bolsam she?
Forever, forever, forever
– Máńgi, máńgi, máńgi
I manage the symptoms forever
– Men sımptomdardy máńgilikke basqaramyn
You can love how you want
– Siz ózińiz qalaǵandaı súıe alasyz
I know to give is no loss
– Men berý shyǵyn emes ekenin bilemin
Can you settle for second
– Siz bir sekýndqa toqtaı alasyz ba
And let go of your idea of heaven?
– Jáne sizdiń aspan týraly ıdeıańyzdan bas tartasyz ba?
I know it’s a lot
– Men bul óte kóp ekenin bilemin
But it might be all that I’ve got
– Biraq bul mende bar nárse bolýy múmkin
I wanna throw myself in
– Men ózimdi tastaǵym keledi
Snap off the mask
– Maskany sheship alyńyz
I want a clown that sings
– Men án aıtatyn saıqymazaq alǵym keledi
And a love that lasts
– Jáne uzaqqa sozylatyn mahabbat
I wanna escape the wedding
– Men úılený toıynan qashqym keledi
Go with you to the carriage
– Sizben birge vagonǵa baryńyz
I wanna give you my life
– Men saǵan ómirimdi bergim keledi
Or at least something to cherish
– Nemese, kem degende, baǵalaıtyn nárse
But what if I’m selfish?
– Biraq men ózimshil bolsam she?
I done a lot of things I regret
– Men kóp nárseni istegenime ókinemin
Like announcin’ our split on a text
– Bizdiń mátin boıynsha bólingenimizdi habarlaý sıaqty
Don’t know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex
– Nege ekenin bilmeımin, biraq men burynǵy kúıeýime syılyqtar satyp alamyn
Watchin’ her stories to see if she checks
– Onyń tekseretinin bilý úshin onyń áńgimelerin qarańyz
I’m a mess, I don’t know if my head’s in the game
– Mende tolyq tártipsizdik bar, meniń oıym oıynda ma, bilmeımin
She told me don’t mention her name, I’m suggestin’ the same
– Ol maǵan onyń atyn atama, men de solaı usynamyn dedi
I’ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain
– Men aýyrsynýdy jeńemin, kún sáýlesin kórgim keledi, jańbyrdan aman qalýym kerek
Bag full of trauma, I left on the train
– Jaraqatqa toly sómke, men poıyzben ketip qaldym
I’m ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I’m a cheat
– Men ózgerdim dep aıtqan kúnderim úshin uıalamyn, men alaıaqpyn
Sat in a therapist chair cryin’ like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street
– Terapevt kreslosynda Otyryp, Harlı Kóshesiniń ortasynda bala sıaqty jylap otyrdy
Like I’m fightin’ this sickness that I can’t beat, I’m disloyal
– Men jeńe almaıtyn aýrýmen kúresip jatqan sıaqtymyn, men opasyzmyn
And then I go mad, reflection tellin’ me I’m just like my dad
– Sodan keıin men jyndanyp ketemin, refleksıa maǵan ákem sıaqty ekenimdi aıtady
And this white woman tellin’ me it ain’t so bad
– Bul aq áıel maǵan bári jaman emes ekenin aıtady
Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, “Sorry, David, we don’t have any more time
– Meniń sóılemimniń ortasynda ol meni kesip tastady, mysaly: “Keshirińiz, Devıd, bizde endi ýaqyt joq
Your appointment till 4 and it’s 3:55″
– Sizdiń kezdesýińiz 4-ke deıin jáne saǵat 3: 55-ke deıin.”
Bruh, I feel like she wouldn’t even care if I died
– Baýyrym, meniń oıymsha, ol meniń ólgenime de mán bermeıtin sıaqty
Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit
– Adam, men osy terapıanyń bárin qoldanyp kórdim, adam, men osy terapıanyń bárin qoldanyp kórdim
Bruh, I know, wouldn’t even say I’m depressed
– Braý, men bilemin, tipti depressıaǵa ushyradym dep aıtpas edim
But I’m low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road
– Biraq Men Edgware Road-Daǵy Grosvenor Kazınosynda tómenmin
I’ve got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like
– Meniń kúnálarymdy óteý úshin tym kóp kúnálarym bar jáne meniń basymda daýys bar, mysaly
At this point, like, at this point where you should’ve been rich, like
– Osy sátte, mysaly, siz baı bolýyńyz kerek bolǵan kezde, mysaly
At this point where you should’ve had kids, like
– Osy kezde siz balaly bolýyńyz kerek edi, mysaly
At this point should’ve built you a life, like
– Osy kezde sizge ómir syılaý kerek edi, mysaly
Look around you, don’t you feel you’re behind? Like
– Aınalańyzǵa qarańyz, siz ózińizdi artta qalǵandaı sezinbeısiz be? Unaıdy
Look around you, don’t you feel you’re behind? Like
– Aınalańyzǵa qarańyz, siz ózińizdi artta qalǵandaı sezinbeısiz be? Unaıdy
Look around you, don’t you feel like, like
– Aınalańyzǵa qarańyz, sizge unamaı ma, joq pa
What if I never find love?
– Eger men eshqashan mahabbat tappasam she?
Don’t know if it’s scarier, the thought of us two together or bein’ alone
– Bul odan da qorqynyshty ma, bilmeımin, ekeýmiz birgemiz nemese jalǵyz qalamyz degen oı
I’m so used to bein’ alone
– Men jalǵyz qalýǵa daǵdylanǵanym sonsha
What if I’m somebody nobody wants?
– Eger men eshkimge kerek emes adam bolsam she?
What if I’m damaged or what if I waited too long
– Eger men jaraqat alsam nemese tym uzaq kútsem she
And have mould on me? What if I’m cold on me?
– Al mende kógerý bar ma? Maǵan sýyq tıip qalsam she?
What if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?
– Eger men ustap turǵan qolymdy kesip tastasam she?
What if I’m rapidly spiralin’ and tired and jaded?
– Eger men tez sharshasam jáne sharshasam she?
Or what if I’m faded? Or what if anxiety’s growin’ inside me
– Nemese men bozaryp ketsem she? Nemese meniń ishimde mazasyzdyq kúsheıe tússe she
That I might have left all my best years behind me?
– Men barlyq jaqsy jyldarymdy artta qaldyrýym múmkin be?
Or what if I’m scared as I touch twenty-seven
– Nemese men jıyrma jetige qol tıgizgende qorqatyn bolsam she
That you don’t appear in my idea of heaven?
– Siz meniń aspan týraly ıdeıamda kórinbeısiz be?
Or what if I’m, what if I’m
– Nemese men bolsam she, men bolsam she
What if I’m selfish?
– Eger men ózimshil bolsam she?
