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I know you proud of me, look at all this shit I prevailed
– Scio vos audacter mihi insistere, quod hoc tibi praestitissem
The youngest of your seeds, makin’ sure the family eat well
– Qui minor fuerit in regno dei; makin ‘ certus familiae bene comedunt
I give ’em what they need, I vow we always be well
– Ego dabo ‘ em quod necesse est, ut votum semper bene nobis erit
I told brodie change his ways, I’m prayin’ he don’t see jail
– Dixi brodie vias suas mutare, oro me ‘ et non vidit carcerem
To live another day, I’m prayin’ I won’t see Hell
– Ad alium diem vivere, ego sum orationis’ Non videbo infernum
Ain’t no tellin’ what I’d do for my family, just know I mean well
– Non est tellus ‘ quod ego vellem facere familiae meae, ut sit bene novimus
No, you ain’t next to me, no, you ain’t next to me
– Apud me non est, non apud me
But I’m hopin’ you can see, I’m prayin’ you can see
– Sed ego hopin ‘ videre potes, orare me videre potes
A million dollar curses turn to million dollar dreams
– Decies centena millia pupa maledicta ad decies centena millia pupa conversus somnia
A million dollars on me, but girl, it ain’t what it seems
– Milliones dollariorum mihi, sed puella non est quod videtur
I’m havin’ nightmares, I’m havin’ nightmares of my brother clutchin’ on me
– Im’ habin ‘somnia, im ‘havin’ somnia fratris mei clutchin ‘ super me
Can’t see the snakes up in the grass, so will you show me?
– Angues in gramine videre non possunt, sic mihi ostendes?
“You can’t trust these niggas, ain’t your friends,” what you told me
– “Non potes credere haec niggas, non amicis vestris,” quod dixisti mihi
Young man, just stay up off the streets, it can get lonely
– Iuvenis, iustus manere off plateas, ut possit sola
“You can do whatever you wanna dream of,” what you told me
– “Vos can operor quidquid vis somnium,” quod dixisti mihi
I ain’t understand your words back then, but that’s the old me, but look at me now
– Non intelligo verba tua tergum tunc, sed quod suus ‘ vetus me, sed nunc respice ad me
I’m walkin’ on the stage, they waitin’ for me like twenty-thre thou’
– Ego walkin ‘in scaena, exspectant’ mihi sicut viginti tres tu’
Too many voices in my head, just know I’m hearin’ you loud
– Nimis multae voces in capite meo, scito me audientem ‘ voce magna
I’m walkin’ ’round, smile on my face, just know I’m hurtin’ inside
– Im ‘walkin ”circum, ridere in faciem meam, sicut scio me hurtin’ intus
Oh yeah, I’m hurtin’ inside
– O yeah, im ‘hurtin’ intus
So I buy diamonds on diamonds on diamonds galore
– Sic ego emere crystallini super crystallini galore
Chain after chain after chain, what’s the worth?
– Post torquem torquem post torquem, quod suus ‘ dignitas?
But it seemed to be the only thing that make me happy
– Sed solum videbatur esse aliquid quod me beatum facit
I lost my soul and I lost my daddy
– Make me cum daddy
I know, I know
– Scio, et scio
I know you proud of me, look at all this shit I prevailed
– Scio vos audacter mihi insistere, quod hoc tibi praestitissem
The youngest of your seeds, makin’ sure the family eat well
– Qui minor fuerit in regno dei; makin ‘ certus familiae bene comedunt
I give ’em what they need, I vow we always be well
– Ego dabo ‘ em quod necesse est, ut votum semper bene nobis erit
I told brodie change his ways, I’m prayin’ he don’t see jail
– Dixi brodie vias suas mutare, oro me ‘ et non vidit carcerem
To live another day, I’m prayin’ I won’t see Hell
– Ad alium diem vivere, ego sum orationis’ Non videbo infernum
Ain’t no tellin’ what I’d do for my family, just know I mean well
– Non est tellus ‘ quod ego vellem facere familiae meae, ut sit bene novimus
No, you ain’t next to me (Me), no, you ain’t next to me (Me)
– Si nondum vidisti, vide; quem ego (nam me paenitet tarditatis) proxime vidi.
But I’m hopin’ you can see, I’m prayin’ you can see
– Sed ego hopin ‘ videre potes, orare me videre potes
Hunnid dollar nightmares turn to million dollar dreams
– Hunnid pupa somnia conversus ad decies centena somnia
Ridin’ past the block where my dad got left on the scene (Brrr)
– Ridin ‘ praeteritum scandalum ubi pater meus in scaena reliquit (Brrr)
Look at your lil’ boy now, we done turned to kings
– Respice ad tuum lil ‘ puer autem nos conversus ad reges
Shit turned me a grown man ‘fore I was seventeen
– Credo te horribilia passam esse ‘iam septuaginta milia homophilos
Had to go and play my own hand, I did this for Nasheema and the whole fam
– Ire et ludere manum meam, hoc feci Nasheema et totam fam
I got everything, but I just really wanna hold hands with my old man
– Ego got omnia, sed vere iustus volo habere manus meas senex
On wedding day while we slow dance
– Nuntii more solito continuabuntur
But ain’t no love, shot him in his heart, ain’t have no chance
– Sed non amoris, confodietur eum in corde suo, quod non casu
So I can’t sleep, ‘somniac, bullet holes out the Pontiac (Brrr)
– Dormire non possum, ‘ somniac, pontiac foramina bullet (Brrr)
Swear to God, I’d trade in all these riches to get Robbie back (Yeah)
– Jure columna, quae subverti non potest.
Swear to God, I’d trade in all these foreigns to get Terry back
– Jure columna, quae subverti non potest
I’m hangin’ out with my daddy, lost his life, and I’m aware of that
– Ego hangin ‘ cum tata mea, vitam amisit, et illius conscius sum
You had taught me how to fight (Oh) and when you got shot (Boom)
– Et docuit me quam ut pugnare (O) et cum iecit (Butio)
I thought about that shit every night, ain’t got a Glock
– Quod cogitavi super stercore omni nocte, non got A Glock
I was hot, but I ain’t stop, I just bought your mama spot (Oh)
– Ego eram calidum, sed non prohibere, ego iustus emit macula tua mama (Oh)
And winnin’ now, she was livin’ PHA, now can’t nobody kick us out
– Et winnin ‘nunc erat livin’ PHA, nunc nemo nos calcitrare non potest
Scared to show up at your grave ’cause I might try dig you out
– Vix ostendere sursum ad sepulcrum tuum ‘ possimus quis ut et ut
Like you know I did this shit for you
– Et cum cognovissent quia haec dixissent
Never heard you say it back, still be like, “I miss you too”
– Numquam audivi te dicere retro, adhuc simile sit, ” ego te quoque desiderio”
And when I catch the nigga that did this to you, he gettin’ sent to you
– Et ego, quando recordatus fuero, pertimesco,
Skippin’ school daddy did, fuck the principal
– Skippin ‘ schola tata fecit, irrumabo principalem
She think I’m missin’ screws, when really, I’m just missin’ you
– Puto me missin ‘cochleas, cum vere, sum iustus missin’ te
My homie dad gon’ pick us up, I want you to get me too
– Homie pater meus gon ‘ tolle nos, volo vos adepto mihi quoque
I was kinda mad I ain’t have one that used to hit me too
– Ego eram pius insaniam convertunt non habent qui solebat ledo me quoque
Nipsey blue Cullinan, I’m in the Ghost, I think of you
– Nipsey Blue Cullinan, Ego sum In Spiritu sancto, puto te
Think of bro, I think of Snupe, I think ’bout B, it made me, ooh (Shit)
– Cogita bro, Cogito Snupe, puto ‘ praedura Palaestra B, quod fecit mihi, ooh (Stercore)
Money rule the world, but you can’t pay God with it
– Pecunia mundum regere, Sed Deum cum eo reddere non potes
I’d spend it all just to get back my niggas
– Ego iustus impetro tergum ut expendas illud mihi niggas
I know you proud of me, look at all this shit I prevailed
– Scio vos audacter mihi insistere, quod hoc tibi praestitissem
The youngest of your seeds, makin’ sure the family eat well
– Qui minor fuerit in regno dei; makin ‘ certus familiae bene comedunt
I give ’em what they need, I vow we always be well
– Ego dabo ‘ em quod necesse est, ut votum semper bene nobis erit
I told brodie change his ways, I’m prayin’ he don’t see jail
– Dixi brodie vias suas mutare, oro me ‘ et non vidit carcerem
To live another day, I’m prayin’ I won’t see Hell
– Ad alium diem vivere, ego sum orationis’ Non videbo infernum
Ain’t no tellin’ what I’d do for my family, just know I mean well
– Non est tellus ‘ quod ego vellem facere familiae meae, ut sit bene novimus
No, you ain’t next to me, no, you ain’t next to me
– Apud me non est, non apud me
But I’m hopin’ you can see, I’m prayin’ you can see
– Sed ego hopin ‘ videre potes, orare me videre potes
