Ividyo Kliphu
Lyrics
Feels like it’s rained in my head for a hundred days
– Uzizwa sengathi lina ekhanda lami izinsuku eziyikhulu
Feels like it’s rained in my head for a hundred days
– Uzizwa sengathi lina ekhanda lami izinsuku eziyikhulu
Stare in the mirror and I look for another face
– Bheka esibukweni futhi ngifuna omunye ubuso
Stare in the mirror and I look for another face
– Bheka esibukweni futhi ngifuna omunye ubuso
And I get so tired of puttin’ out fires and makin’ up lies
– Futhi ngikhathele kakhulu ukucisha imililo nokwenza amanga
Checkin’ my eyes for some kinda light, but nothing’s inside
– Ngihlola amehlo ami ukuze ngithole ukukhanya okuthile, kodwa akukho okungaphakathi
And it feels like it’s rained in my head for a hundred days
– Futhi kunjengokungathi lina ekhanda lami izinsuku eziyikhulu
And I say I hate you when I don’t
– Ngithi ngiyakuzonda uma ngingakuzondi
Push you when you get too close
– Push wena uma usondela kakhulu
It’s hard to laugh when I’m the joke
– Kunzima ukuhleka lapho ngiyihlaya
But I can’t do this on my—
– Kodwa angikwazi ukwenza lokhu kimi—
Only you could save me from my lack of self-control
– Nguwe kuphela ongangisindisa ekuntulekeni kwami kokuzithiba
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
– Ngezinye izikhathi izinto ezimbi zithatha indawo lapho izinto ezinhle zihamba khona
I’ve asked for forgiveness a hundred times
– Ngicele intethelelo izikhathi eziyikhulu
I’ve asked for forgiveness a hundred times
– Ngicele intethelelo izikhathi eziyikhulu
Believed it myself when I halfway apologized
– Ngazikholelwa mina lapho ngixolisa phakathi
Believed it myself when I halfway apologized
– Ngazikholelwa mina lapho ngixolisa phakathi
And it’s not unfair, I’m asking for prayers, but nobody cares
– Futhi akulungile, ngicela imithandazo, kodwa akekho onendaba
Goin’ nowhere like fallin’ downstairs while everyone stares
– Ayikho indawo efana nokuwa phansi kuyilapho wonke umuntu egqolozela
No one’s there when I’ve asked for forgiveness a hundred times
– Akekho lapho lapho ngicela intethelelo izikhathi eziyikhulu
And I say I hate you when I don’t
– Ngithi ngiyakuzonda uma ngingakuzondi
Push you when you get too close
– Push wena uma usondela kakhulu
It’s hard to laugh when I’m the joke
– Kunzima ukuhleka lapho ngiyihlaya
But I can’t do this on my—
– Kodwa angikwazi ukwenza lokhu kimi—
Only you could save me from my lack of self-control
– Nguwe kuphela ongangisindisa ekuntulekeni kwami kokuzithiba
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
– Ngezinye izikhathi izinto ezimbi zithatha indawo lapho izinto ezinhle zihamba khona
No, I’m just takin’ a shot, ah
– Cha, ngimane ngithathe isibhamu, ah
Maybe I’m just too eager, oh
– Mhlawumbe ngilangazelela kakhulu, oh
Maybe I lost the plot, ha
– Mhlawumbe ngilahlekelwe yicebo, ha
I used to pity some people
– Ngangivame ukuhawukela abanye abantu
I said they were missing a spine
– Ngathi babephuthelwa umgogodla
Yeah, maybe the problem is ego
– Yebo, mhlawumbe inkinga iwukuzicabangela
Maybe the, maybe the problem is mine
– Mhlawumbe, mhlawumbe inkinga ingeyami
Really, I’m fine
– Ngempela, ngilungile
Don’t get too intimate, don’t get too curious
– Ungabi nobuhlobo obuseduze kakhulu, ungabi nelukuluku lokwazi
This is just feelin’ like it’s not that serious
– Lokhu kumane nje kuwumuzwa wokuthi akuyona into engathi sína kangako
Stare at the ceiling, feeling delirious
– Bheka ophahleni, uzizwa udidekile
Fuck all your empathy, I want your fury
– Fuck konke uzwela lwakho, ngifuna ulaka lwakho
‘Cause I will just
– Ngoba ngizokwenza nje
Tell you I’m better, then, better, then
– Ngitshele ukuthi ngingcono, khona-ke, ngingcono, khona-ke
Spit out my medicine, medicine, ayy
– Khipha umuthi wami, umuthi, ayy
Drunk on adrenaline, ‘drenaline, ayy
– Edakiwe nge-adrenaline, ‘ drenaline, ayy
And I don’t know why I
– Angazi ukuthi kungani
Say I hate you when I don’t
– Ngithi ngiyakuzonda uma ngingakuzondi
Push you when you get too close
– Push wena uma usondela kakhulu
It’s hard to laugh when I’m the joke
– Kunzima ukuhleka lapho ngiyihlaya
But I can’t do this on my—
– Kodwa angikwazi ukwenza lokhu kimi—
Only you could save me from my lack of self-control
– Nguwe kuphela ongangisindisa ekuntulekeni kwami kokuzithiba
And I won’t make excuses for the pain I caused us both
– Futhi ngeke ngenze izaba zobuhlungu engasibangela bona sobabili
So thank you for always standing by me even though
– Ngakho ngiyabonga ngokuhlala ngimi eceleni kwami ngisho noma
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
– Ngezinye izikhathi izinto ezimbi zithatha indawo lapho izinto ezinhle zihamba khona
