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What if I’m selfish? What if I’m the reason behind it?
– Ikiwa mimi ni mbinafsi? Nini kama mimi ni sababu nyuma yake?
What if I’m overprotective with family because of how mine is?
– Nini kama mimi ni overprotective na familia kwa sababu ya jinsi yangu ni?
What if I’m jealous?
– Ikiwa nina wivu?
Maybe that’s what’s making me nervous
– Labda hiyo ndiyo inanifanya niwe na wasiwasi
What if my effort of pullin’ you close are pushin’ you further?
– Nini kama juhudi yangu ya pullin ‘wewe karibu ni pushin’ wewe zaidi?
What if I’m selfish?
– Ikiwa mimi ni mbinafsi?
What if the reason they call me “The Greatest”
– Nini kama sababu wananiita ” Mkuu”
Is also the reason that me and you livin’ on different pages?
– Pia ni sababu kwamba mimi na wewe kuishi katika kurasa tofauti?
What if I’m too much?
– Nini kama mimi ni sana?
What if I settled and I didn’t fight?
– Ikiwa ningetulia na sikupigana?
What if my fear of doin’ it wrong’s the reason I haven’t been doin’ it right?
– Ikiwa hofu yangu ya kuifanya vibaya ndio sababu sijafanya sawa?
What if I’m selfish?
– Ikiwa mimi ni mbinafsi?
What if the kids just wanna be kids
– Ikiwa watoto wanataka tu kuwa watoto
And don’t wanna live in and out of the news and chill
– Na usitake kuishi ndani na nje ya habari na baridi
And don’t even wanna be rich?
– Na hata hawataki kuwa tajiri?
And what if I’m so self-centred that I don’t even realise what I could miss?
– Na nini kama mimi ni hivyo binafsi-centred kwamba mimi hata kutambua nini mimi naweza miss?
And what if I’m, what if I’m fallin’ in the abyss?
– Na nini kama mimi, nini kama mimi nina kuanguka katika shimo?
Maybe it’s— (What if I’m—)
– Labda ni- (Vipi ikiwa niko—)
Yeah
– Ndiyo
Maybe it’s dark, maybe it’s day, maybe it’s too many nights in L.A.
– Labda ni giza, labda ni mchana, labda ni usiku mwingi Sana Huko L. A.
Look at the house in Surrey and still, all of the feelings we hid in the Hills
– Angalia nyumba Huko Surrey na bado, hisia zote tulizoficha Kwenye Vilima
Maybe it’s you, maybe it’s me, maybe the media or the provoking
– Labda ni wewe, labda ni mimi, labda vyombo vya habari au kuchochea
Gave you my heart, I laid it bare, funny you went and you poked it
– Akakupa moyo wangu, mimi kuweka wazi, funny wewe akaenda na poked ni
What if it’s better with me out the way? What if it’s better with me out the—
– Ikiwa ni bora na mimi nje ya njia? Nini kama ni bora na mimi nje—
Like, what if it’s better with me out the way?
– Kama, nini kama ni bora na mimi nje ya njia?
What if I’m poison? What if I’m cancer?
– Nini kama mimi ni sumu? Ikiwa mimi ni saratani?
What if I’m dangerous and I’m wild?
– Ikiwa mimi ni hatari na mimi ni mwitu?
Look in my eyes, you’re seein’ a child
– Angalia machoni mwangu, unaona mtoto
What if he’s broken? What if he’s scared?
– Ikiwa amevunjika? Ikiwa anaogopa?
What if he’s ostracised and vilified?
– Je, ikiwa ametengwa na kudhalilishwa?
See, peace is just an illusion
– Angalia, amani ni udanganyifu tu
Ain’t got a home, I live in confusion
– Sina nyumba, ninaishi kwa kuchanganyikiwa
What if I’m selfish?
– Ikiwa mimi ni mbinafsi?
Forever, forever, forever
– Milele, milele, milele
I manage the symptoms forever
– Ninasimamia dalili milele
You can love how you want
– Unaweza kupenda jinsi unavyotaka
I know to give is no loss
– Najua kutoa sio hasara
Can you settle for second
– Unaweza kukaa kwa pili
And let go of your idea of heaven?
– Na acha wazo lako la mbinguni?
I know it’s a lot
– Najua ni mengi
But it might be all that I’ve got
– Lakini inaweza kuwa yote niliyo nayo
I wanna throw myself in
– Nataka kujitupa ndani
Snap off the mask
– Piga kinyago
I want a clown that sings
– Nataka mcheshi anayeimba
And a love that lasts
– Na upendo unaodumu
I wanna escape the wedding
– Nataka kutoroka harusi
Go with you to the carriage
– Nenda na wewe kwenye gari
I wanna give you my life
– Nataka kukupa maisha yangu
Or at least something to cherish
– Au angalau kitu cha kuthamini
But what if I’m selfish?
– Lakini vipi ikiwa mimi ni mbinafsi?
I done a lot of things I regret
– Nilifanya mambo mengi ninayojuta
Like announcin’ our split on a text
– Kama kutangaza mgawanyiko wetu kwenye maandishi
Don’t know why, but I still buy gifts for my ex
– Sijui kwa nini, lakini bado ninanunua zawadi kwa ex wangu
Watchin’ her stories to see if she checks
– Angalia hadithi zake ili uone ikiwa anaangalia
I’m a mess, I don’t know if my head’s in the game
– Mimi ni fujo, sijui kama kichwa changu kiko kwenye mchezo
She told me don’t mention her name, I’m suggestin’ the same
– Yeye aliniambia wala kutaja jina lake, mimi nina kupendekeza ‘ sawa
I’ma get through the pain, wanna see the sunshine, gotta get through the rain
– Mimi nina kupata njia ya maumivu, wanataka kuona jua, gotta kupata njia ya mvua
Bag full of trauma, I left on the train
– Mfuko uliojaa kiwewe, niliondoka kwenye gari moshi
I’m ashamed for the days that I said that I changed, I’m a cheat
– Nina aibu kwa siku ambazo nilisema kwamba nilibadilika, mimi ni mdanganyifu
Sat in a therapist chair cryin’ like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street
– Aliketi kwenye kiti cha mtaalamu akilia kama mtoto katikati Ya Barabara Ya Harley
Like I’m fightin’ this sickness that I can’t beat, I’m disloyal
– Kama vile ninavyopambana na ugonjwa huu ambao siwezi kuupiga, mimi si mwaminifu
And then I go mad, reflection tellin’ me I’m just like my dad
– Na kisha mimi kwenda wazimu, tafakari kuniambia mimi ni kama baba yangu
And this white woman tellin’ me it ain’t so bad
– Na mwanamke huyu mweupe akiniambia sio mbaya sana
Middle of my sentence she cut me off, like, “Sorry, David, we don’t have any more time
– Katikati ya sentensi yangu alinikata, kama, ” Samahani, David, hatuna wakati wowote zaidi
Your appointment till 4 and it’s 3:55″
– Miadi yako hadi 4 na ni 3:55″
Bruh, I feel like she wouldn’t even care if I died
– Bruh, nahisi kama hangejali hata kama ningekufa
Man, I tried all this therapy shit, man, I tried all this therapy shit
– Mtu, nilijaribu shit hii yote ya tiba, mtu, nilijaribu shit hii yote ya tiba
Bruh, I know, wouldn’t even say I’m depressed
– Bruh, najua, bila hata kusema mimi nina huzuni
But I’m low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road
– Lakini mimi ni chini Katika Grosvenor Casino Katika Edgware Road
I’ve got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head, like
– Nina dhambi nyingi sana za kulipiza kisasi na sauti kichwani mwangu, kama
At this point, like, at this point where you should’ve been rich, like
– Katika hatua hii, kama, katika hatua hii ambapo unapaswa kuwa tajiri, kama
At this point where you should’ve had kids, like
– Katika hatua hii ambapo unapaswa kuwa na watoto, kama
At this point should’ve built you a life, like
– Kwa wakati huu unapaswa kukujengea maisha, kama
Look around you, don’t you feel you’re behind? Like
– Angalia karibu na wewe, hujisikii uko nyuma? Kama
Look around you, don’t you feel you’re behind? Like
– Angalia karibu na wewe, hujisikii uko nyuma? Kama
Look around you, don’t you feel like, like
– Angalia karibu na wewe, hujisikii, kama
What if I never find love?
– Nini kama mimi kamwe kupata upendo?
Don’t know if it’s scarier, the thought of us two together or bein’ alone
– Sijui kama ni ya kutisha, mawazo ya sisi wawili pamoja au kuwa peke yake
I’m so used to bein’ alone
– Nimezoea kuwa peke yangu
What if I’m somebody nobody wants?
– Nini kama mimi ni mtu hakuna mtu anataka?
What if I’m damaged or what if I waited too long
– Ikiwa nimeharibiwa au vipi ikiwa nilisubiri kwa muda mrefu sana
And have mould on me? What if I’m cold on me?
– Na kuwa na mold juu yangu? Ikiwa nina baridi juu yangu?
What if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?
– Ikiwa nitakata mkono ambao ninanishikilia?
What if I’m rapidly spiralin’ and tired and jaded?
– Nini kama mimi nina haraka spiralin’ na uchovu na jaded?
Or what if I’m faded? Or what if anxiety’s growin’ inside me
– Au vipi ikiwa nimefifia? Au vipi ikiwa wasiwasi unakua ndani yangu
That I might have left all my best years behind me?
– Ili niweze kuwa nimeacha miaka yangu yote bora nyuma yangu?
Or what if I’m scared as I touch twenty-seven
– Au vipi ikiwa ninaogopa ninapogusa ishirini na saba
That you don’t appear in my idea of heaven?
– Kwamba hauonekani katika wazo langu la mbinguni?
Or what if I’m, what if I’m
– Au ikiwa niko, vipi ikiwa niko
What if I’m selfish?
– Ikiwa mimi ni mbinafsi?
