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I sit in parks, it breaks my heart
– Men parklarda o’tiraman, bu yuragimni buzadi
‘Cause I see just how far I am from the things that I want
– – Chunki men xohlagan narsalarimdan qanchalik uzoq ekanligimni ko’raman
Dad brought the picnic, Mom brought the sunscreen
– Dadam piknikni olib keldi, Onam quyosh ekranini olib keldi
Two kids are laughing and crying on red swings
– Ikki bola kulishadi va qizil belanchaklarda yig’laydilar
We look about the same age
– Biz bir xil yoshga qaraymiz
But we don’t have same Saturdays
– Lekin bizda bir xil shanba kunlari yo’q
Did I miss it? By now, is it
– Men uni sog’indimmi? Hozirga kelib, shundaymi
A lucid dream? Is it my fault
– Aniq tushmi? Bu mening aybimmi
For chasing things a body clock
– Tana soatini ta’qib qilish uchun
Doesn’t wait for? I did the damn tour
– Kutmaydimi? Men la’nati turni qildim
It’s what I wanted, what I got
– Bu men xohlagan narsa, men olgan narsa
I spun around and then I stopped
– Men aylandim va keyin to’xtadim
And wonder if I missed the mark
– Va men belgini sog’indimmi, deb hayron bo’ling
So I sit in parks, sunglasses dark
– Shunday qilib, men parklarda o’tiraman, quyosh ko’zoynaklari qorong’i
And I hit the vape, hallucinate a nursery with Noah’s Ark
– Va men Nuh kemasi bilan bog’chaga hallucinate, vape urdi
They lay on a blanket and goddamit he loves her
– Ular adyolga yotishdi va xudojo’y u uni sevadi
I wonder if she wants my freedom like I wanna be a mother
– Qiziq, u mening erkinligimni xohlaydimi, men ona bo’lishni xohlaymanmi
But Rolling Stone says I’m on the right road
– Ammo Rolling Stone men to’g’ri yo’lda ekanligimni aytadi
So I refill my Lexapro, thinkin’
– Shunday qilib, men Lexaproni to’ldiraman
Did I miss it? By now, is it
– Men uni sog’indimmi? Hozirga kelib, shundaymi
A lucid dream? Is it my fault
– Aniq tushmi? Bu mening aybimmi
For chasing things a body clock
– Tana soatini ta’qib qilish uchun
Doesn’t wait for? I did the damn tour
– Kutmaydimi? Men la’nati turni qildim
It’s what I wanted, what I got
– Bu men xohlagan narsa, men olgan narsa
I spun around and then I stopped
– Men aylandim va keyin to’xtadim
And wonder if I missed the mark
– Va men belgini sog’indimmi, deb hayron bo’ling
Mm-mm, mm-mm
– Mm-mm, mm-mm
So I sit in parks, checkin’ bench marks
– Shunday qilib, men parklarda o’tiraman, skameyka belgilari
Tarryn’s due in June, the album’s due in March
– Tarrinning iyun oyida, albomning mart oyida bo’lishi kerak
