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Lirika
It’s four in the morning and I’m layin’ with my head against the toilet seat
– Ertalab soat to’rtda, men boshim bilan hojatxona o’rindig’iga yotaman
For several days now I’ve been livin’ here, too tired to sleep, too sick to eat
– Bir necha kundan beri men bu erda yashayman, uxlashdan juda charchadim, ovqat eyishga juda kasalman
I feel like a monster and it doesn’t help that you will treat me like I’ve got the venom in my teeth
– Men o’zimni yirtqich hayvondek his qilyapman va menga tishlarimdagi zahar kabi munosabatda bo’lishingiz yordam bermaydi
‘Cause I’m the spider in your bathroom
– – Chunki men sizning hammomingizdagi o’rgimchakman
I’m the shadow on the tile
– Men plitka ustidagi soyaman
I came for shelter from the cold
– Men sovuqdan boshpana uchun keldim
And I’d thought I’d stay a while
– Va men bir oz qolaman deb o’ylardim
I’m only small, I’m only weak
– Men faqat kichikman, men faqat zaifman
And you jump at the sight of me
– Va siz meni ko’rib sakraysiz
You’ll kill me when I least expect it
– Siz meni kutmaganimda o’ldirasiz
God, how could I even think of daring to exist?
– Xudo, qanday qilib men mavjud bo’lishga jur’at etishni o’ylashim mumkin edi?
Looking just like this, I’m hideous
– Faqat bu kabi qarab, men yoqimsiz emasman
I’m nothing but legs, they used to say
– Men oyoqlardan boshqa narsa emasman, deyishardi
I’m nothing but skin and bones these days
– Men bu kunlarda teri va suyaklardan boshqa narsa emasman
You dangle me high over the drain and tell me I’m lucky you don’t drop me there and
– Siz meni drenaj ustida baland osib qo’yasiz va menga omadim borligini ayting siz meni u erga tashlamaysiz va
Let me wash away
– Meni yuvishga ijozat bering
Or put me on display
– Yoki meni ko’rgazmaga qo’ying
By trapping me forever between a glass and a dinner plate
– Meni stakan va kechki ovqat plastinkasi o’rtasida abadiy ushlab turish orqali
‘Cause I’m the spider in your kitchen weaving webs through every year
– – Chunki men sizning oshxonangizdagi o’rgimchakman har yili to’r to’qish
And I worked real hard on the last one but the last one got me here
– Va men oxirgisi ustida juda ko’p ishladim, lekin oxirgisi meni bu erga olib keldi
I’m minding my own business but my presence makes you curse
– Men o’z biznesimni o’ylayman, lekin mening borligim sizni la’natlaydi
I should be getting better but I’m only getting worse
– Men yaxshilanishim kerak, lekin men faqat yomonlashyapman
And, God, how dare I even think of choosing here to die?
– Va, Xudo, men bu erda o’lishni tanlashni qanday o’ylayman?
‘Cause then I’m just a problem that you have to take outside
– – Sababi, men siz tashqariga chiqishingiz kerak bo’lgan muammoman
And I know you hate the sight of me, I haunt you when you’re fast asleep
– Bilaman, siz meni ko’rishdan nafratlanasiz, siz qattiq uxlab yotganingizda sizni ta’qib qilaman
I’ve got eight legs, a million eyes, if only I had eight more lives
– Mening sakkizta oyog’im, million ko’zim bor, agar yana sakkizta hayotim bo’lsa edi
‘Cause I’m a spider on the ceiling and you’re nothing but a guy
– – Chunki men shiftdagi o’rgimchakman va siz yigitdan boshqa narsa emassiz
You don’t like it when I cry, you would break me if you tried
– Yig’laganimda sizga yoqmaydi, agar urinib ko’rsangiz, meni sindirasiz
And you will because I dared to be alive
– Va siz tirik bo’lishga jur’at etganim uchun qilasiz
