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Lirika
I’m the only girl alive in LA county
– Men LA okrugidagi tirik yagona qizman
I’m the only one who sees (Ayy)
– Men ko’radigan yagona odamman (Ayy)
I wake up every day in some new kind of suffering
– Men har kuni qandaydir yangi azob-uqubatlarda uyg’onaman
I’ve never known a day of peace
– Men hech qachon tinchlik kunini bilmaganman
I wonder if I ever left behind my body (Ooh)
– Qiziq, men tanamni ortda qoldirdimmi (Ooh)
Do you think they’d laugh at how I die?
– Sizningcha, ular mening qanday o’lganimdan kulishadimi?
Or take a photo of my family in the lobby
– Yoki qabulxonada oilamni suratga oling
The ceremony’s small inside
– Marosimning ichi kichkina
‘Cause I don’t know if I could sell out my own funeral (Ah-ah)
– – Sababi, men o’z dafn marosimimni sotishim mumkinligini bilmayman (Ah-ah)
At least not at this point in time
– Hech bo’lmaganda bu vaqtda emas
And if I ever try to leave behind my body
– Va agar men tanamni ortda qoldirishga harakat qilsam
At least I know it was never mine, it was never mine
– Hech bo’lmaganda bilaman, bu hech qachon meniki bo’lmagan, hech qachon meniki bo’lmagan
It was never mine
– Bu hech qachon meniki bo’lmagan
It was never mine
– Bu hech qachon meniki bo’lmagan
Well I’m the only girl alive in New York City
– Xo’sh, men Nyu-York shahridagi tirik yagona qizman
I left my wallet on the train
– Men hamyonimni poezdda qoldirdim
Since I no longer even have a driver’s license
– Endi menda haydovchilik guvohnomasi yo’q
I guess that means I have no name (This is Halsey St)
– O’ylaymanki, bu mening ismim yo’qligini anglatadi (bu Halsey St)
And I could run away to somewhere on the West Coast
– Va men G’arbiy sohilida bir joyga qochib mumkin
And finally be a real life girl
– Va nihoyat haqiqiy hayot qizi bo’ling
Go take my organs and they’ll hang me from a bedpost
– Mening organlarimni olib boring, ular meni to’shakka osib qo’yishadi
Sayin’ I was too soft for this world
– Ayting-chi, men bu dunyo uchun juda yumshoq edim
And they’d be right, because quite frankly, to be alive
– Va ular to’g’ri bo’lardi, chunki ochig’ini aytganda, tirik bo’lish
It shouldn’t kill me every day, the way it does
– Bu meni har kuni o’ldirmasligi kerak, xuddi shunday
I don’t know what I did to have this fate I’m drenched in it
– Bu taqdirga ega bo’lish uchun nima qilganimni bilmayman, men unga botganman
And I can’t even run from what I know
– Va men bilganimdan ham qochib qutula olmayman
My special talent isn’t writing, it’s not singing
– Mening maxsus iste’dodim yozish emas, qo’shiq aytish emas
It’s feeling everything that everyone alive feels every day
– Bu har bir tirik har kuni his hamma narsani his bo’lyapdi
Feels every day, feels every day, feels every day
– Har kuni his qiladi, har kuni his qiladi, har kuni his qiladi
I think I’m special ’cause I cut myself wide open
– Men o’zimni alohida deb o’ylayman, chunki men o’zimni keng ochdim
As if it’s honorable to bleed
– Go’yo qon ketish sharafli
But I’m not lucky and I know I wasn’t chosen
– Lekin men omadli emasman va men tanlanmaganimni bilaman
The world keeps spinnin’ without me
– Dunyo spinninni mensiz saqlaydi
I told my mother I would die by twenty-seven
– Men onamga yigirma ettida o’lishimni aytdim
And in a way I sort of did
– Va men qandaydir tarzda qildim
This thing I love has grown demanding and obsessive
– Men sevgan bu narsa talabchan va obsesif bo’lib o’sdi
And it wants more than I can give, than I can give, than I can give
– Va bu men bera oladigan, bera oladigan, bera oladigan narsadan ko’proq narsani xohlaydi
Than I can give
– Men bera olaman
Well I’m the only girl alive in LA County
– Xo’sh, men LA okrugidagi tirik yagona qizman
I’ve never known a day of peace
– Men hech qachon tinchlik kunini bilmaganman
I wake up every day and wish that I was different
– Men har kuni uyg’onaman va boshqacha bo’lishimni tilayman
I look around and it’s just me
– Men atrofga qarayman va bu faqat menman
It’s just me, it’s just me
– Bu faqat men, faqat men
Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
– Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
Ooh, ayy
– Ooh, ayy
Wee-ooh, wee-ooh, yeah-yeah
– VI-ooh, VI-ooh, ha-ha
Ah-ah-ah
– Ah-ah-ah
I’m the only one, the only one, it’s me
– Men yagona, yagona, bu menman
