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Lirika
I left home and moved to Brooklyn where my boyfriend had a place
– Men uydan va do’stim, bir joy bor edi Bruklindagi ko’chib
And he had track marks on his arms but had the most angelic face
– Va uning qo’llarida iz izlari bor edi, lekin eng farishta yuzi bor edi
I watched my friends die before twenty-one, and now I’m twenty-eight
– Men do’stlarimning yigirma birdan oldin o’lishini kuzatdim, endi men yigirma sakkiz yoshdaman
I’m at the doctor’s every day, because I can’t stop losing weight
– Men har kuni shifokornikidaman, chunki vazn yo’qotishni to’xtata olmayman
And now I’m the one with needles in my arms and in my legs
– Va endi men qo’llarimda va oyoqlarimda igna bilan odamman
I’m making jokes about the blood tests, and I’m plannin’ my estate
– Men qon testlari haqida hazil qilyapman va o’z mulkimni rejalashtiryapman
And I don’t wanna blame the child, but I have to speculate
– Va men bolani ayblashni xohlamayman, lekin taxmin qilishim kerak
If this could all just be an answer to those prayers that came delayed
– Agar bularning barchasi kechiktirilgan ibodatlarga javob bo’lishi mumkin bo’lsa
Because I never would have said it if I knew I’d have to wait
– Chunki kutishim kerakligini bilsam, buni hech qachon aytmagan bo’lardim
Until the moment I was happy, then it all disintegrates, and I’m singin’
– Men baxtli bo’lgan paytgacha, keyin hammasi parchalanadi va men qo’shiq aytaman
“Please, God, I don’t wanna be sick
– “Iltimos, Xudo, men kasal bo’lishni xohlamayman
And I don’t wanna hurt, so get it over with quick
– Va men zarar istamayman, bas, tez bilan uni ustidan olish
Please, God, I wanna be loved
– Iltimos, Xudo, men sevilmoqchiman
Don’t wanna be somebody that you’re tryna get rid of
– Siz tryna bo’lgan odam bo’lishni xohlamang
Please, God, I don’t wanna be sick
– Iltimos, Xudo, men kasal bo’lishni xohlamayman
And I don’t wanna hurt, so get it over with quick
– Va men zarar istamayman, bas, tez bilan uni ustidan olish
Please, God, I wanna be loved
– Iltimos, Xudo, men sevilmoqchiman
I don’t wanna be somebody you’re tryna get rid of”
– Men siz tryna bo’lgan odam bo’lishni xohlamayman”
Thank you
– Rahmat
