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Que reflejan tu mirada
– Que reflejan tu mirada
La noche, tú y yo
– La noche
I got this fire burnin’ in me from within
– Ichimda bu olov yonib ketdi
Concentrated thoughts on who I used to be, I’m sheddin’ skin
– Ilgari kim bo’lganim haqida jamlangan fikrlar, men terini to’kdim
Every day, a new version of me, a third of me demented, cemented in pain
– Har kuni mening yangi versiyam, uchdan bir qismi aqldan ozgan, og’riqdan sementlangan
Juggling opposing kinds of fame
– Shuhrat turlarini qarshi soxtalashtira
I don’t know how to make friends, I’m a lonely soul
– Qanday qilib do’stlashishni bilmayman, men yolg’iz jonman
I recollect this isolation, I was four years old
– Men bu izolyatsiyani eslayman, men to’rt yoshda edim
Truth be told, I’ve been battling my soul
– Haqiqat aytiladi, men jonimni kurash ayting
Tryna navigate the real and fake
– Tryna Real va soxta harakat
Cynical about the judgement day
– Qiyomat kuni haqida kinoya
I did bad, slight progression last year and it fucked me up
– Yomon qildim, engil harakat o’tgan yili va u meni fucked qadar
Reincarnated on this earth for a hundred plus
– Bu er yuzida yuz plyus uchun qayta tiklandi
Body after body, lesson after lesson, let’s take it back to Michigan in 1947
– Tanadan keyin tana, darsdan keyin dars, 1947 yilda Michiganga qaytarib beraylik
My father kicked me out the house ’cause I wouldn’t listen to him
– Otam meni uydan quvib chiqardi, chunki men uni tinglamasdim
I didn’t care about his influence, only loved what I was doing
– Men uning ta’siri haqida qayg’urmadim, faqat nima qilayotganimni sevardim
Gifted as a musician, I played guitar on the grand level
– Musiqachi sifatida iqtidorli, men katta darajada gitara chaldim
The most talented where I’m from, but I had to rebel
– Men qayerdanman, lekin men isyon qilishim kerak edi
And so I’m off in the sunset, searchin’ for my place in the world
– Va shuning uchun men quyosh botishida qoldim, dunyodagi joyimni qidiring
With my guitar up on my hip, that’s the story unfurled
– Gitaram kestirib, bu voqea ochilmagan
I found myself with a pocket full of money and a whole lot of respect
– Men o’zimni pulga to’la cho’ntak va juda hurmat bilan topdim
While the record business loved me
– Rekord biznes meni sevganida
I was head of rhythm and blues
– Men ritm va blyuz boshlig’i edim
The women that fell to they feet, so many to choose
– Oyoqlariga yiqilgan ayollar, tanlash uchun juda ko’p
But I manipulated power as I lied to the masses
– Lekin men ommaga yolg’on gapirganimda kuchni manipulyatsiya qildim
Died with my money, gluttony was too attractive, reincarnated
– Mening pulim bilan vafot etdi, ochko’zlik juda jozibali edi, reenkarnatsiya qilindi
Another life had placed me as a Black woman in the Chitlin’ Circuit
– Yana bir hayot meni Chitlin pallasida qora tanli ayol sifatida joylashtirdi
Seductive vocalist as the promoter hit the curtains
– Promouter sifatida jozibali vokalist pardalarni urdi
My voice was angelic, straight from heaven, the crowd sobbed
– Mening ovozim farishta edi, osmondan, olomon yig’lab yubordi
A musical genius what the articles emphasized
– Maqolalarda ta’kidlangan musiqiy daho
Had everything I wanted, but I couldn’t escape addiction
– Men xohlagan hamma narsa bor edi, lekin men giyohvandlikdan qochib qutula olmadim
Heroin needles had me in fetal position, restricted
– Geroin ignalari meni homila holatida, cheklangan edi
Turned on my family, I went wherever cameras be
– Oilamni yoqdim, kameralar qayerda bo’lmasin, bordim
Cocaine, no private planes for my insanity
– Kokain, mening jinniligim uchun shaxsiy samolyotlar yo’q
Self-indulged, discipline never been my sentiments
– Self-indulged, intizom mening tuyg’ular hech qachon
I needed drugs, to me, an 8-ball was like penicillin
– Menga dorilar kerak edi, men uchun 8-to’p penitsillin kabi edi
Fuck love, my happiness was in that brown sugar
– Fuck sevgi, mening baxtim o’sha jigarrang shakarda edi
Sex and melodies gave me hope when nobody’s lookin’
– Hech kim ko’rinmasa, jinsiy aloqa va ohanglar menga umid baxsh etdi
My first assistant was a small town scholar
– Mening birinchi yordamchim kichik shahar olimi edi
Never did a Quaalude ’til I got myself around her
– Men uning atrofida o’zimni bor qadar hech qachon bir Quaalude qildim
My daddy looked the other way, he saw sin in me
– Dadam boshqa tomonga qaradi, u menda gunohni ko’rdi
I died with syringes pinched in me, reincarnated
– Men shpritslar bilan o’ldim, reenkarnatsiya qildim
My present life is Kendrick Lamar
– Mening hozirgi hayotim Kendrik Lamar
A rapper looking at the lyrics to keep you in awe
– Sizni hayratda qoldirish uchun so’zlarga qarab turgan reper
The only factor I respected was raisin’ the bar
– Men hurmat qiladigan yagona omil bu edi mayiz ‘ bar
My instincts sent material straight to the charts, huh
– Mening instinktlarim materiallarni to’g’ridan-to’g’ri jadvallarga yubordi, ha
My father kicked me out the house, I finally forgive him
– Otam meni uydan quvib chiqardi, men nihoyat uni kechirdim
I’m old enough to understand the way I was livin’
– Men hayot tarzimni tushunish uchun etarlicha yoshdaman
Ego and pride had me looking at him with resentment
– Ego va mag’rurlik meni unga g’azab bilan qarashga majbur qildi
I close my eyes, hoping that I don’t come off contentious
– Men munozarali chiqmasligimga umid qilib, ko’zlarimni yumaman
I’m yelling, “Father, did I finally get it right?” Everything I did was selfless
– Men baqiryapman: “ota, men nihoyat buni to’g’ri tushundimmi? “Men qilgan hamma narsa fidoyi edi
I spoke freely, when the people needed me, I helped them
– Men erkin gapirdim, odamlar menga kerak bo’lganda, men ularga yordam berdim
I didn’t gloat, even told ’em, “No,” when the vultures came
– Tulporlar kelganida men xursand bo’lmadim, hatto “yo’q” deb aytdim
Took control of my fleshly body when the money changed
– Pul o’zgarganda tanamni nazorat qilib oldi
Son, you do well, but your heart is closed
– O’g’lim, sen yaxshi ish qilasan, lekin yuraging yopiq
I can tell residue that linger from your past creates a cell
– Men sizning o’tmishingizdan qolgan qoldiqni hujayrani yaratishini ayta olaman
Father, I’m not perfect, I got urges, but I hold them down
– Ota, men mukammal emasman, menda talablar bor, lekin men ularni ushlab turaman
But your pride has to die,” okay, Father, show me how
– Ammo sizning mag’rurligingiz o’lishi kerak, ” Xo’sh, ota, menga qanday qilib ko’rsating
Tell me every deed that you done and what you do it for
– Menga qilgan har bir ishingizni va nima uchun qilayotganingizni ayting
I kept one hundred institutions paid
– Men to’langan yuz institutni saqladim
Okay, tell me more
– Mayli, menga ko’proq ayting
I put one hundred hoods on one stage
– Men bir sahnada yuz kaputni qo’ydim
Okay, tell me more
– Mayli, menga ko’proq ayting
I’m tryna push peace in L.A.
– Men La tinchlik surish Tryna emasman.
But you love war
– Lekin siz urushni yaxshi ko’rasiz
No, I don’t
– Yo’q, men qilmayman
Oh, yes, you do
– Oh, ha, qilasiz
Okay, then tell me the truth
– Xo’sh, keyin menga haqiqatni ayting
Every individual is only a version of you
– Har bir inson faqat sizning versiyangiz
How can they forgive when there’s no forgiveness in your heart?
– Yuragingizda kechirim bo’lmasa, ular qanday kechirishlari mumkin?
I could tell you where I’m going
– Qaerga ketayotganimni ayta olaman
I could tell you who you are
– Men sizga kimligingizni ayta olaman
You fell out of Heaven ’cause you was anxious
– Siz xavotirda bo’lganingiz uchun osmondan tushdingiz
Didn’t like authority, only searched to be heinous
– Hokimiyatni yoqtirmasdi, faqat jirkanch bo’lishni qidirdi
Isaiah fourteen was the only thing that was prevalent
– Ishayo o’n to’rt keng tarqalgan yagona narsa edi
My greatest music director was you
– Mening eng katta musiqiy direktorim siz edingiz
It was colors, it was pinks, it was reds, it was blues
– Bu ranglar, pushti ranglar, qizil ranglar, ko’k ranglar edi
It was harmony and motion
– Bu uyg’unlik va harakat edi
I sent you down to earth ’cause you was broken
– Men sizni erga tushirdim, chunki siz buzilgansiz
Rehabilitation, not psychosis
– Psixoz emas, reabilitatsiya
But now we here now
– Ammo hozir biz bu erda
Centuries you manipulated man with music
– Asrlar siz odamni musiqa bilan boshqargansiz
Embodied you as superstars to see how you moving
– Agar harakat qanday ko’rish uchun superstars sizni mujassam
You came a long way from garnishing evilish views
– Siz yomon qarashlarni bezashdan uzoq yo’l oldingiz
And all I ever wanted from you was love and approval
– Va men sizdan xohlagan narsam sevgi va ma’qullash edi
I learned a lot, no more putting these people in fear
– Men ko’p narsani o’rgandim, endi bu odamlarni qo’rquvga solmayman
The more that word is diminished, the more it’s not real
– Bu so’z qanchalik kamaysa, bu haqiqiy emas
The more light that I can capture, the more I can feel
– Men qo’lga mumkin ko’proq yorug’lik, yana men his mumkin
I’m using words for inspiration as an idea
– Men Ilhom uchun so’zlarni g’oya sifatida ishlataman
So can you promise that you won’t take your gifts for granted?
– Xo’sh, siz sovg’alaringizni oddiy deb qabul qilmaslikka va’da bera olasizmi?
I promise that I’ll use my gifts to bring understanding
– Men sovg’alarimni tushunish uchun ishlataman deb va’da beraman
For every man, woman and child, how much can you vow?
– Har bir erkak, ayol va bola uchun qancha qasam ichish mumkin?
I vow my life just to live one in harmony now
– Men hayotimni faqat hozir uyg’unlikda yashashga va’da beraman
You crushed a lot of people keeping their thoughts in captivity
– Siz o’z fikrlarini asirlikda saqlagan ko’plab odamlarni ezdingiz
And I’m ashamed that I ever created that enemy
– Va men bu dushmanni yaratganimdan uyalaman
Then let’s rejoice where we at
– Keyin biz qaerda xursand bo’laylik
I rewrote the devil’s story just to take our power back, ‘carnated
– Men shaytonning hikoyasini faqat bizning kuchimizni qaytarib olish uchun qayta yozdim, ‘ chinnigullar
